Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Well, sry abt the language... rather honestly, not sry...!?

Do u know how it feels to be a fcuking loser...?
To hate urself, ur skin, ur soul, every min of ur existence?
To love it all @ the same time, to the same fcuking extent...?

Have u ever felt so sick to ur stomach, so disgusted @ ur own being...?
Have u ever wannd to kill urself and felt ashamed @ ur desire to live, even after having proved not jus to ur own self that u r a fcuking loser...?

Have u ever cried ur heart out, in silent sobs, in darkness, too ashamed of ur defeat inlife, of ur own uselessness...?

Have u ever felt like u r a constant burden, walking this earth, shtting all over the place, leaving behind ur stink...?
And felt the world wrinkle its nose, look @ u with the utmost contempt for u r a loathsome being...
Felt it all even though u do not have the fcuking guts to turn & look for the stench is too bad even though it is ur own...

Have u ever showed ur finger, in ur mind's eye, to "watever it is that brought u into existence", for it is a fcuked up job and u know it well coz u r that job...?

Have u ever felt like a fcuking loser, right in the middle of the world...
Blocking the path of every1 near n around u...
Making them hate u every min though they might not be able to say it all to u...

Have u ever screwed up every time, every time a person tries to clean u up, tries to make u over... Right at that moment wen they try, u sht again, stinking more than before...


Have u ever ever ever felt like a fcuking loser.....?

5 comments:

Sudeep Singh said...

In your face stuff with a tongue in cheek attitude. Good one :)

Living Rebel said...

Never thought myself a loser, it was other who used to judge me and I used to enjoy the feedback, Life is so beautiful that you don't have time to be loser.

Jeya Anand said...

well why does tat matter??

anyway, i ve felt so at times..

Deeps said...

I think you need privacy. Noone is that big a deal to any of us apart from ourselves. Learn to love yourself and you will start loving your life.

henry said...

good words chief..they just made me to say "I FELT..??..YES,DAMN THATS WHAT I AM - A Loser..;)..i bet those words of urs ll make any loser to see themself when they read...but i kinda need the solution..like,
YA I FELT LIKE A LOSER...
SO WHAT SHOULD I DO TO NOT FEEL LIKE THAT..?? ;)
anyways there is a lot thought put up into this mam..good work...