Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Like I care...!

I don really care what you think of me...
I know I am a bit queer...
but it feels so good (OR for the excitement's so sheer)
that I have no fear...

I know I am a bit weird,
For the background in which I was reared...
I give it to you yes, its true,
But sorry, I really don't care what you think of me...

I love it so much in here
I feel like I belong...
Never have I felt so before,
Relieved, finally swept ashore...

I know am a bit weird...

I feel it in the air,
and the urge is hard to resist,
the minute I see you frown,
I wanna do it even more...

I close my eyes a second,
take it all in my head...
My heart feels lighter then
And I do it more and worse (read: better)...

I know am a bit weird...

I lose myself in your hatred...
For I ploughed on in life earlier,
struggling to keep up with you and be true to myself too
No, it did not work that way... I couldn't handle both...

No its not done, I said to myself...
And then I came to the crossroads, took this path I'm on...
Took your silent curses and whispers of blame...
I can take it all no problem,
For the look of envy in your eyes gives the strength...

And that is why I laugh, shrug and walk on...
Give you a wink and a smirk, I can yes go on...

I know I am a bit too weird...
I know I am a bit too queer...
Ha ha ha ha ha...
La la lallalla.....


PS: For the background in which I was reared... ::: Like a sheep or something, lol

and I have a doubt, if someone can help, wud b gr8... Is what you think OF me used in the same sense as What u think ABOUT me, as in, an opinion? Is it correct?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

What I think of you:
1. A voice in my head.
2. An opinion which makes me say things to you.
3. A silent judge of 'you' which is not shared by anyone else nor can be explained or understood.
What I think about you:
1. A gossip thing.
2. Something that I will tell you.
3. You are funny, arrogant (confident), scary - yes I can tell you 'about you'.

ujwala said...

@Anonymous: thnx :)