Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Why?

Why do I keep doing this... ?
Why do I keep falling for one.... after another....
I cant seem to be able to contain...
There is a wonderful energy...
A sizzling chemistry...
Oh but every time... but every time...

Why do I keep doing this... ?
Why do I keep falling for one.... after another....

They are all so beautiful... Every one...
They are all so charming... Every one of them...
I couldn't stop myself from staring...
I couldn't stop myself from talking...
I couldn't refrain from falling... head over heels...
Oh but every time... but every time...

The truth is I am scared...
the truth is I am scared of hurting them and even hurting myself...
Should I go on, with them or go on... on my own...
Should I go right or left...

I keep looking for support... Snuggling into the warmth...
The warmth of assurances...the sympathy and the empathy...

Why do I keep doing this... ?
Why do I keep falling for one.... after another....




PS:  Let's just say, there was a Mr. Y, another friend, and this poem reflects, his state of mind about a month back...

1 comment:

ablogger_gaurav said...

That P.S. was uncalled for Joshi.. :D..anyways..u seem to be bubbling with thoughts..kudos for another marvel from ur kitty..
and 'ur question why do i' did startle my mind for a minute..WHY DO I..!!